everybody's changing

finally, the verdict is in.

all that i have worked for in the past one year and two months can now be described in two words: killing time.

in other words, the project has been shelved, indefinitely. even if pulling the plug on the project is yet to be made official, my new role has already been announced to senior management two weeks ago. that was two weeks of frustration, anxiety... and my favorite part of all, waiting.

uncertainty is one of the key concepts of actuarial study, but this is taking it to a different level. having to use my scant knowledge to help a company i knew next to nothing about is a big challenge. and one i'm scared to take on. but i have nothing to lose. in fact, i have everything to gain. especially with my strategic paper hanging over my head.

all in all, i think i'm relieved that i'm on my way out of the project. one of the things i hated about it was the feeling of uncertainty (there it is again...). and with all the other members of the team already gone, pulling the plug will hopefully give me the closure i needed.

it's time to start a new day.