it's been a week. seven days of being glued to the computer, tv and phone, shocked and sad and thankful all at the same time. of alternating between needing validation and assuaging guilt. of trying. of making excuses. of trying to find the right words, and keeping silent when there are none. of being angry, and realizing the futility. of looking for something more. of making promises. of waiting for the right time.
my personal morality yardstick is caring. and this week, we saw what happens when we don't care enough, but on the other hand we also witnessed what miracles we achieve when we care a lot.
this isn't over. though it will fade as we move on, it will never be over.
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