yes, i know i've never done this before because i've never had dsl on my fingertips at times like these. actually, i've never been this drunk and gone home like thisin a long, long time. so this really is a first time for many things.
i went out today to meet a few high school friends, two of whom are twins and whom i've not seen in a long while. it ended up that there were only four of us, and so since we decided to get drunk we did get drunk easily. besides, there weren't many other people in the place we hung out until right before we left. aaaaand, we didn't see any other people we knew until right before we left. so there.
so why am i writing? 1) to prove that i am still coherent after five bottles of red horse. even if i know that i am really drunk.
2) to record that promise i made to both teks and eloisa that we will hold a reunion gig for i.b.ANA (our all-girl band from high school) because our high school's 80th anniversary is coming up. and i know, in my druken state, that everyone involved in that band will want to play. we'll see in the clear light of day whether i'll believe we'll get our 15 minutes.
3) to record the promise i made to eloisa. she told me that if i'm not satisfied with myself, then i should change for myself. we all know that inner pain and wishes rear their heads when tongues are loosened by alcohol. well, my own insecurities made themselves known to all and sundry (or at least, the people within hearing range of my rants.) anyone who's known me personally could probably guess what my primary undesirable trait is. and the problem is, i'm so stuck on that undesirable trait that i'm really not happy, not satisfied with who i am, and i feel unlikeable and hence unable to mature. so eloisa made me promise that i will do something about it, because unless i acted on it i will forever be unsatisfied. actually, some of the credit actually goes to linlin and teks, because they also fleshed out my insecurities. it's just that eloisa was the closer, so there.
4) to prove that i can write legibly and with almost perfect diction and spelling even if i'm drunk.
so who says drunk people only drunk text? we also drunk blog.
i think i'm starting to have a headache.
1 comment:
ok, let me just comment though i may be far, far away. yeah, i second the motion. eloisa is so right. you have to solve it from the grassroots. and you actually have to do something about it! just look at valerie bertinelli! it may be a lot of work and the path is not always easy, but it can be done! just imagine how much fun it would be shopping for the new you! You’ll feel better and you’ll be healthy too! There’s just so much to gain from losing “it”.
btw, just had to say..im jealous. at least you guys still get to hang out even once in a blue moon.
hugs,
lei
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